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Saturday, November 19, 2011

Recently, I got a job at Subway. Yay me~ This means that I would have income ($_$) 8D I am so happy! I won't have to ask my parents for moolah this few coming months. I would save a portion of it and spend the rest. I hope that I will always have something to do when I work. I fear whenever I have nothing to do when others are busy. It would feel as if that I am not needed or I am simply just useless. When proven useless, you are out already. Society does not need useless people but then... how would one define useless? o.O Different people have different definition though so its quite hard to say. Or at least one should not just laze his days away, I think. Haiz.. So many blurry boundaries...

Watched an anime titled "Pretear" and its so moving... Sniff sniff* It only has 13 episodes so it only took me two days to finish and plus I don't have to study anymore till next year. Awesome~ In real life, one does not give a hoot to whether the other has made a sacrifice for them or not. They don't appreciate it at all, they don't realise it at all. If one sacrificed too much and got nothing in return or even worse, not even receive recognition, they would start to resent. On the surface, they seem to only give and not want any returns but they do want returns. But the returns that they want would be appreciation and recognition, not materialistic things. If they do not have these, they would accumulate negative feelings and hurt themselves.

Argh. I don't know if I can express these feelings or not through blogging but then if anyone is reading this, please please don't even try to interpret. You might get the wrong idea.



by yours truly, at Saturday, November 19, 2011