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Welcome! I thought I should change my blogskin changed for a change in mood No profanities. With that, enjoy your stay~ profile 
About ME Wen Tyng 2 August Coral Secondary School History November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 March 2012 Darlinks Ex Schoolmates Senior(s) Class Tution Friends Tutor Bookstork Tag |
Recent Times
Thursday, March 15, 2012 Finally, I get to have a nice break... I've been working at Subway for quite a few months now and school is starting in a month or less! Now, I am in Malaysia, visiting my Grandmother. At the first glance, she does not have the slightest healthy complexion in her at all. She does not wear her glasses like she did when I used to visit her years back. It's really that bad. Haiz... I also heard that she would pass out anything she eats. I guess I did not leave with good memories at Subway. There was "Cold War", there was some shouting, showing of black faces and misunderstandings. I was upset that I did not manage to leave with a smile. Planning to really start on my scrapbooking with Ember and I managed to compile the photos of her and me. God knows how long I've been procrastinating this! Oh yes, I need to return the library books ASAP!!!!! It's been a month since the due date. I hope the fine imposed won't be high. Gulps* About Coral, I feel guilty about not getting in touch with the teachers that taught me. I still remember that I did not get to talk with Miss Yao even though she was just beside me. That day was the day when the 'O' results was released and I was not expecting my actual results. Disappointed and pissed at myself, I did not have the mood to anyone unless necessary. From that day onwards, I did not contact my teachers anymore.  by yours truly, at Thursday, March 15, 2012The Matchstick Girl
Just typed his name for fun in the google search engine and found some entries related to him. Some blog entries written about him by a girl that I knew. "5 months of relationship" I read. Why do I feel utter disappointment when I read this now? Why do I feel this way? Haven't I got over him yet? If I am not mistaken, he was two timing. Why? It has been years already but how come... What seemed so inviting was just an illusion A trap to entice me, to tempt me to be sincere with all my heart When that warm lit match stick's flame was put out by the cold wind, I will be thrown back into the cold winter's night Frozen to death, with frozen tears. I guess that summarises everything I wanna say. Have to catch some sleep now. Bye. by yours truly, at Thursday, March 15, 2012Blogging on the go
Sunday, February 19, 2012 Wow... I am blogging outside my house without a computer. Amazing. Now, I am not afraid that I won't have time to blog anymore. The worrying part would be what to blog now. Worked at Subway for a couple of months now and I am now a little emotionally attached to it. The laughter, the disappointment and anger. But I guess it's not sufficient yet. Spilt a cambro of cheddar yesterday, suprisingly, Anne did not scold me. Only ask me to pay~ Oh yes, Giggson becomes my colleague! A primary school classmate and he brought a friend along with him and he's called Jasper. After working for a few weeks, found that Giggson doesn't seem to do well. For example, sweet onion and red wine sauce should be placed on the vegetables side but he kept putting them on the meat. Even if I told him about his mistake and explained the difference of putting them on the veggies and on meat, straight after, he placed them on the meat again. Quite infuriating right? Jasper is still alright and helpful too. Yesterday, he told me that he dropped a footlong club and thought that Anne knows. When Anne discovered the footlong bread in the dustbin, she started asking me if I knew. Scared that she would scold me, I told her otherwise. Immediately, I felt guilty. I feel that I am not a good friend... by yours truly, at Sunday, February 19, 2012Call My Name
Saturday, December 17, 2011 Up till now, I had arguments with this particular colleague of mine. When I first came for work, he praised me to the heavens and I could not help feel that he has feelings for me. I am not jumping to conclusions or being thick skin. Then as the days gone by, he despised me, he kept badmouthing me and kept putting me down. The most encouraging person in the workplace can turn to be the one who puts you down the most. I don't understand. There was once he called me with another's person name and another colleague helped me correct him but then "So what? What you gonna do? Huh?" came the answer. Can you believe the words that came out from his mouth? He sees me as a pampered missy that cannot accomplish what is required of me. If I can't fufill or am scared that I could not do anything for this job, I would not be applying for this job of mine. I've weighed the pros and cons, followed by my interests and other many factors before applying so why the hell is this boy saying that I am not fit to work here? Yesterday, I went to work and had supper with the shop's manager and another colleague after we closed the shop. Then we started complaining about that boy. The manager then told us bits of his past and his current life. I was thinking" Maybe that's probably why he treated me coldly". Felt sorry for him but... Argh. Nevermind. Can't expect too much of people to change. Perhaps I am at fault too... Haiz.. by yours truly, at Saturday, December 17, 2011Getting Fired
Saturday, November 26, 2011 if I am not mistaken, my fear will be realised soon... I am getting the sack from Anne. Thinking back, I can feel that she is not happy with my working performance. I did not work for two whole days already. Can see that I am not needed. If that's the case, I'll leave without a word. If that's what Anne wants, so be it. Anyway, she has more than enough help. Moreover, more hands spoil the broth and I don't wish to see that. Anyway, there are better people than me out there so I guess she can find a better one in no time. After all, it's the year end holiday. If I say that I don't mind about her giving me the sack, I am lying. Yes, I would resent but then, what can I do? I am the one who is not good enough. If I resent any other people, I would overlook my flaws. I cannot be blinded by my anger. Or perhaps I am angry because I myself is not good enough, angry because I am useless. by yours truly, at Saturday, November 26, 2011Dad
Thursday, November 24, 2011 Dad "Ding Dong" goes the doorbell A man carrying numerous bags entered the house He would sit down on the black chair and untie his shoe lace That weary look on his face That heavy steps he made Still, a girl who lives with him would not even glance at him Her heart wrenched with her own behaviour however, she must keep up with it keep up with this coldness maintain this coldness if not another Cold War unfolds. by yours truly, at Thursday, November 24, 2011Working at Subway
" Some people come into our lives, Leave footprints on our hearts and we are never the same." Made friends when I was working and the times when I worked become my happiest periods. ^^ They've taught me how should tasks be carried out, like how to refill sauces, wash and dry trays, put veggies, clean the working surface and talk to the customers. Of course there were instances whereby I was scolded but that did not put me down for long. I put the wrong sauce in a customer's sandwich, I got the sauce onto the sandwich paper, I accidentally tore the sandwich paper, I got the veggies spilled out of the sandwich when I cut the footlong sandwich, I almost scalded my manager's head when I opened the toaster and I mistook ketchup for bbq sauce when refilling. Oops... Hehe... Yesterday, I got to make my sandwich from scratch. I cut my honey oat (incorrectly), scooped two scoops of tuna (damn salty), toasted it and added lettuce and ate it without any sauce. Then it could be eaten. First bite was "I think I am suffering from hypertension already" x.X Now, I am having a day off here and I wished that I can work today cos I have nothing to do. Haiz.... by yours truly, at Thursday, November 24, 2011 |
